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never felt so good before.. really la!!! (: although it hurt a little, although cruelty is always pain.. at least i didnt live in my own imagination.. i worked it out to find things out the harder way ba!!! but anyway!!!! like wad H said.. its pointless.. its useless to put in any effort or energy on such a jerk.. a liar.. an asshole ba.. ya.. a total asshole to me right now.. things tat kept with me, i finally cut it up before dumping it away.. no little feeling of wanting to keep it anymore.. i was really blind to see duno wad in him in the past.. blind blind blind!!! i will lead a better life from today onwards.. to dui de qi zi ji! (: i won because of one tree, i let down the whole forest.. (: moved on finally.. and totally.. anyway, i think i really did slap very very very hard.. but i regretted.. should have slapped more den one time la!!!! not gonna see that jerk anymore.. he wants to make things turn ugly.. so be it.. i dun give a damn anymore.. FHL.. i’m gonna enjoy my life (:
its totally not worth it.. to be affected by someone who is totally not worth my attention anymore.. been almost 2 months.. but its not getting anywhere better.. how long more do i need.. how unfair can i be?? i realise i’m back to the old me, the me who does not wana get hurt anymore.. the me that becomes very selfish just wanting to protect myself again.. i’m not ready to love once again. sry
