March 2010
1 post
never felt so good before.. really la!!! (: although it hurt a little, although cruelty is always pain.. at least i didnt live in my own imagination.. i worked it out to find things out the harder way ba!!! but anyway!!!! like wad H said.. its pointless.. its useless to put in any effort or energy on such a jerk.. a liar.. an asshole ba.. ya.. a total asshole to me right now.. things tat kept with...
February 2010
9 posts
han, 我还很想他。。
我真的很恨自己。
its totally not worth it.. to be affected by someone who is totally not worth my attention anymore.. been almost 2 months.. but its not getting anywhere better.. how long more do i need.. how unfair can i be?? i realise i’m back to the old me, the me who does not wana get hurt anymore.. the me that becomes very selfish just wanting to protect myself again.. i’m not ready to love once...
i want to be gone too.. far far away…
我觉得我很勇敢。。
我把一切的回忆都还给他。。
但这是我要得吗？ 是我想的吗？
我心还是一阵一阵的痛。。
我没选择了。。
只能放弃他。。
他比以前还更开心。。
这是我们的歌。。
这是我们对彼此的承诺。。
但这些只能是回忆里的伤痛。。
你过得比我好，我要过得比你好。。
不会再等待没有结局的爱情。。
我真的已经慢慢的不痛了。。
我可以做你的朋友，好朋友，很要好的朋友。。 但我已经不会做一个好情人了。。
没有情人的情人节。。
为什么不知不觉中，我又想起你。。
January 2010
12 posts
我不想在相信爱情了。。
请你不要对我这么好。。
我不想从美梦中苏醒。。
当我选择放弃，我真的不想回头了。让我勇敢的，坚强的，走下去。。
“告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕”
– 海派甜心
就算是我自私吧。。
我宁愿你忘不了我。。
好过我不断的联络你。。
识到自己无法忘记你。。
我已经渐渐的习惯没有你的消息。。
慢慢的，我就能彻彻底底的放手。。
过这平凡的生活，等待的平凡的爱情。。
woah!!!! ): its like running tap for 4 hours.. and this 4 hours i really think through alot.. talked alot.. i know things have changed no matter how hard i wish it would be the way i wanted.. but all the actions.. are so contradicting.. i’m so confused.. and i hate to be this confused.. things shouldnt be lidat in the first place.. why did i even created a mess down here.. now that...
I will, no matter how hard it takes.. Move away from you.. It hurts so badly but just let me be this selfish to heal the wounds..
“No matter how sweet it may sound now. A few years down the road, I will jus look...”
– Low Jessie
能不能有那个能力在去爱一个人。。痛过一次。。还想再痛吗？
Why not just be a little fairer to myself and to him.. Every relationship that ended has ended.. Let go of the past.. It’s ok to keep the memories.. But give myself some space to breathe and realise what true love can bring..
ahhhh!!! i decided to move away from twitter already since its redundant to post anything up there too! so, i have been sleeping real early these few days.. the hang over effect is making my daily routine back to normal.. and well, if u think its fun to drink to get over someone, its totally wrong.. coz the moment u wake up to ur senses, u will be doubled hurt by everything.. move on move on move...
“i will make everyday your valentine day”
– him
i’m missing euu.. its not my first ‘blog’.. i have multiple of them.. and i realise, everything and everytime i blog.. i am thinking about you.. but you will never get to know this blog.. like my every other privatized blog..
imy
