Tumblr (3.0; @jiahui)http://jiahui.tumblr.com/<p>never felt so good before.. really la!!! (: although it hurt a little, although cruelty is always pain.. at least i didnt live in my own imagination.. i worked it out to find things out the harder way ba!!! but anyway!!!! like wad H said.. its pointless.. its useless to put in any effort or energy on such a jerk.. a liar.. an asshole ba.. ya.. a total asshole to me right now.. things tat kept with me, i finally cut it up before dumping it away.. no little feeling of wanting to keep it anymore.. i was really blind to see duno wad in him in the past.. blind blind blind!!! i will lead a better life from today onwards.. to dui de qi zi ji! (: i won because of one tree, i let down the whole forest.. (: moved on finally.. and totally.. anyway, i think i really did slap very very very hard.. but i regretted.. should have slapped more den one time la!!!! not gonna see that jerk anymore.. he wants to make things turn ugly.. so be it.. i dun give a damn anymore.. FHL.. i&#8217;m gonna enjoy my life (:</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/440319861http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/440319861Wed, 10 Mar 2010 22:15:00 -0500<p>han, 我还很想他。。</p> <p>我真的很恨自己。<span> </span></p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/409273588http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/409273588Wed, 24 Feb 2010 11:33:53 -0500<p>its totally not worth it.. to be affected by someone who is totally not worth my attention anymore.. been almost 2 months.. but its not getting anywhere better.. how long more do i need.. how unfair can i be?? i realise i&#8217;m back to the old me, the me who does not wana get hurt anymore.. the me that becomes very selfish just wanting to protect myself again.. i&#8217;m not ready to love once again. sry</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/405923208http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/405923208Mon, 22 Feb 2010 20:10:54 -0500<p>i want to be gone too.. far far away&#8230;</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/393844487http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/393844487Tue, 16 Feb 2010 21:25:58 -0500<p>我觉得我很勇敢。。</p> <p>我把一切的回忆都还给他。。</p> <p>但这是我要得吗？ 是我想的吗？</p> <p>我心还是一阵一阵的痛。。</p> <p>我没选择了。。</p> <p>只能放弃他。。</p> <p>他比以前还更开心。。</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/376264655http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/376264655Sun, 07 Feb 2010 11:43:00 -0500<p>这是我们的歌。。</p> <p>这是我们对彼此的承诺。。</p> <p>但这些只能是回忆里的伤痛。。</p> <p>你过得比我好，我要过得比你好。。</p> <p>不会再等待没有结局的爱情。。</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/372562695http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/372562695Fri, 05 Feb 2010 12:11:55 -0500<p>我真的已经慢慢的不痛了。。</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/369021600http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/369021600Wed, 03 Feb 2010 12:44:16 -0500<p>我可以做你的朋友，好朋友，很要好的朋友。。 但我已经不会做一个好情人了。。</p> <p>没有情人的情人节。。</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/367120486http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/367120486Tue, 02 Feb 2010 11:35:19 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kx7fsjVJ6c1qzd6iao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>我只想要简简单单，单纯的恋爱。。。 等待这我生命中的 dalang。。。</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/366631488http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/366631488Tue, 02 Feb 2010 03:04:43 -0500<p>为什么不知不觉中，我又想起你。。</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/365376657http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/365376657Mon, 01 Feb 2010 12:56:07 -0500<p>我不想在相信爱情了。。 请你不要对我这么好。。 我不想从美梦中苏醒。。</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/356324659http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/356324659Wed, 27 Jan 2010 11:46:50 -0500<p>当我选择放弃，我真的不想回头了。让我勇敢的，坚强的，走下去。。</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/354621953http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/354621953Tue, 26 Jan 2010 12:50:23 -0500“告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕”<br/><br/> - <em>海派甜心</em>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/352842733http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/352842733Mon, 25 Jan 2010 12:39:28 -0500<p>就算是我自私吧。。</p> <p>我宁愿你忘不了我。。</p> <p>好过我不断的联络你。。</p> <p>识到自己无法忘记你。。</p> <p>我已经渐渐的习惯没有你的消息。。</p> <p>慢慢的，我就能彻彻底底的放手。。</p> <p>过这平凡的生活，等待的平凡的爱情。。</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/350656765http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/350656765Sun, 24 Jan 2010 06:57:04 -0500<p>woah!!!! ): its like running tap for 4 hours.. and this 4 hours i really think through alot.. talked alot.. i know things have changed no matter how hard i wish it would be the way i wanted.. but all the actions.. are so contradicting.. i&#8217;m so confused.. and i hate to be this confused.. things shouldnt be lidat in the first place.. why did i even created a mess down here.. now that cheerobics is most likely to be on 21st march.. i really duno if its wise to do.. paper is on 17th, 19th 23rd and 25th.. y mus the effing cheerobics be on 21st? i duno.. if i were to go, it has to be super discreet.. if i failed.. will my papers be affected? i duno! y mus my life be full of choices.. i made so many wrong choice.. i dun wan to make anymore wrong choices.. i also wish i can move on.. put down the past.. but can i? can i really do it?</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/346140511http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/346140511Thu, 21 Jan 2010 11:38:21 -0500<p>I will, no matter how hard it takes.. Move away from you.. It hurts so badly but just let me be this selfish to heal the wounds..</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/341992172http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/341992172Mon, 18 Jan 2010 22:15:47 -0500“No matter how sweet it may sound now. A few years down the road, I will jus look back and realise “hey, I was once so native to believe what you said”.”<br/><br/> - <em>Low Jessie</em>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/340423865http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/340423865Mon, 18 Jan 2010 01:02:00 -0500<p>能不能有那个能力在去爱一个人。。痛过一次。。还想再痛吗？</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/340046263http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/340046263Sun, 17 Jan 2010 20:51:49 -0500<p>Why not just be a little fairer to myself and to him.. Every relationship that ended has ended.. Let go of the past.. It&#8217;s ok to keep the memories.. But give myself some space to breathe and realise what true love can bring..</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/339258003http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/339258003Sun, 17 Jan 2010 10:55:55 -0500<p>ahhhh!!! i decided to move away from twitter already since its redundant to post anything up there too! so, i have been sleeping real early these few days.. the hang over effect is making my daily routine back to normal.. and well, if u think its fun to drink to get over someone, its totally wrong.. coz the moment u wake up to ur senses, u will be doubled hurt by everything.. move on move on move on.. have always been telling people to do so.. but when it jus come to ownself.. its like pushing a mountain and relocating it.. its impossible to move on when you still see the person.. contact the person.. think of the person.. and even missing the person..</p>http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/336597043http://jiahui.tumblr.com/post/336597043Fri, 15 Jan 2010 20:38:00 -0500